This year continues to confuse me, yesterday I had a nice outing with my family. Sadly the car is in the shop so we can't drive till we can afford to pay the mechanic. So we decided to use the bus, nice day and got some good deals at the grocery store. Even did a rare thing and went out to Burger king, nice to be out of the cramped cabin. Overall a good day, once home my Mom went to take a nap. Then life happened, Mom wakes up at about 8:00 PM and starts saying that her stomach hurts. No biggie but a couple minutes later she says that her chest hurts and that she can't breathe. In the end I had to call 911, Scary moment for use all. My little sister went with Mom in the ambulance, my older sister and I had to stay home. We were up all night waiting for them, my sister did call to update use but we still couldn't sleep. The hospital didn't release her till about 5:00 in the morning. It turns out she had a grand mal panic attack, she's okay now but the doctors said that she needs to find an outlet because her stressing well start to become hazardous to help half.
Looking at everything that has happened this year I have to wonder, what did I do? I try hard to treat others with respect. Am I a bad person? Did I hurt someone without knowing? I don't know but it seems that this is the year of drama for my family.
Sorry about posting all this drama guys
(I always feel like I'm burdening people when I talk about things like this) , just want to vent and hearing your feedback always helps in making me feel less alone.